Update..update..


Suppose to meet up with my cousin Ryan, Calvin & Colin in the morning 7.30am jogging but were too tired n oversleep. Didn't know they really woke up so early to wait for me. was later n went jogging at 1.30pm. lol..

we walk to bedok reservoir den jog le walk back again. total 3km exercise we do.. haha.. it's my day 2 of my diet plan. lol.. had lots of fun together. hee..

Went jogging yest with them too.. will be gg tml morning again.

i miss my princess soo sooo soooo much.. :( wonder if she miss me too? coz she always like to disturb n give me silly ans.. so i don know if she miss me not.. if i ask her to say it properly she sure say i stupid don get her hint. :(

Moody Tuesday..


Woke up damn early today. 7am.. As i slept at 11.30pm last nite.

I woke up worrying about her, as she was moody last nite. I felt so helpless and upset about it. Sighz..

After i woke up, i couldn't fall back to sleep and i turn here n there till 9plus..

Came over to accompany her at her work place, another reason is coz i miss her.
her mood wasn't so good at all. And i donno how to cheer her up, she said she doesn't want to argue with me. So we didn't chat much.

Where is my Princess? She lost her soul again.. The last few days Princess gone missing again.. Haiz..

My tuesday is a bluez..Tuesday bluez..

My mind is so complicated now.. I don know wat to do.. I can't do anything to make her smile, if i do i will end up getting scolded.

It's her appearance in my life makes my heart beats keep beating and be alive. She's my heartbeat and she's my breathe..

Sweet Moment.. Sweet Sunday..


Woke up in the morning and receive her call as usual of every morning.

Had a beautiful sweet nite, coz i received her sms when she was out.
Guess wat she sent?
That sms made me smile immediately when i see it, she wrote a line in 8letters.
"I miss you"..

I felt so sweet, n i am so happy.. That moment i see that sms, i wish she was right beside me, and i can give her a big warm hug.. n i missed her so much..

We were so happy chatting today, and i really hope the time faster come that we can spend our time together, n our future plans.. Gonna work extremely hard now.. I wanna take care of her till the last breathe..

We chat alot too.. and am so glad that she saw the efforts i've put in.. Her appreciations gave me motivations for more future tat i gonna put in.

And i really appreciate the efforts she made for me too, she'd done something very sweet that she haven't done to me before, and she did it today.. She bought me dinner, without telling me and changed my attention away from knowing that she'll be coming over my house buying me dinner.

We were on the line since she off work at 7pm, she went Bedok to bank in her salary and i am stupid that i didn't even found out that she is buying the noodle for me.. And when she was on the way to my house she were hinting me by saying "On the way" when im asking her some questions. I felt so sweet and so wonderful..

And she reached my house, she ask me to hang on the phone n go down n buy card for her, i said tml coz im lazy, and she said she don't believe tat i won't go down.. So she ask me juz go down and find a angel, lol it's her i saw, and my phone Rang again at 7.40pm and saw her at 7.41pm her car was parking at the place she waited for me when she 1st time go out with me. Lol.. Shock, that she remember it.

I will nv forget today 30 August 2009 @ 7.41pm, she gave me a lovely sweet supprise.

Kolo Mee from Bedok.

Back from holiday..
(Please view photo's from holiday in my facebook.. i hate this fucking blog that have problem uploading.)


Oh yeah!

I just got back from holiday with my princess last nite. by the time we arrive to singapore it's already 12am this morning and went hougang send things to her sister den she drive me home.. hehe..

My confession before i move on with my holiday updates and photo uploads:
I enjoyed this trip so much with her and her both son.. how i wish every moment is like how we spent together in this K.L, Genting, Ipoh & Cameron Highland trip together.

I nv felt so happy for so long, n i have to admit this was my most happiness moment i ever had in my life.

The Joy, Laughter's, Smiles and etc that i thought i wouldn't have the chance to see or get in my life. Princess have proven to me that kinda of Happiness i wish to have.

Ever since the day we finally met out, my life have changed and fell for her without knowing. I can't explain, and don't know how to measure how much i loved her. I simply love her too much that i can't explain, That i can't afford to live without her..

This journey was so nice, we went lot places together n have alot of fun. And the longest time we ever spent together ever since we met. It was like a dream that u can never imagine u could be in like wat i had spent.. **Silly Smile**

I really donno how to explain, till she can even tell how happy i am.. Till now, thou i miss the precious moment we spent together but i am still very happy..
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Sunday, 23 Aug 2009.

She drove over to my house fetch me right after her work and we left my house at 7pm. And drove all the way to Melaka to fetch her mum down to Ipoh together. Normal journey to Melaka is 3hours. BUT!! We reach in less than 2hours, which is extremely fast. Driving speed was maintained at 170km/h.

When we reach Melaka her Kampong at Asahan, she did something that we were shock and keep laughing. There's 2 cars in front of us CUTTING a car who is driving slower than all of us, total 3(Car) of us CUT that SLOW car together at the same time moving together. And den we realise onli when we were beside that slow car, that 3 of our cars cutting was a POLICE CAR!! Hahaha, It was extremely dark single lane road and all were speeding more than 120km/h. Daring rite? lol.

After fetching her mum, we move on fast to Ipoh. As it was about 9pm sharp liao. On the way out den realise she forget to get credit card, lol.. N reach Ipoh at 1.30am. Well well well... on the way, she were racing with other cars, n lastly a stupid moron keep following her all the way closely n nv cut her car.. haha.. she is smart enuf to slip that single eye dragon car away.. lol..

Once we reached, we quickly change up n sleep..

Monday, 24 Aug 2009. Day 1.

Woke up at 6.30am, woke up by her eldest son. He came into our room n sleep with us, he woke me up n smile at me. He's so sweet, den we continue sleeping for awhile till about 7am sharp, the younger son woke up n hug me in his room. Haha.. Thou they are not my real son but i felt so closed to them. It's so great to have little kids around n give u a hug n smile when u wake up. I bring them out to the living room coz they were making noise n disturbing their tiring mum(Princess). N i on the laptop n let them watch cartoons. Went to her mum room chat with her mum and help her mum to living room n chit chat with Princess's mother in law.. About 8am she woke up.

Went bath after that n went out breakfast together with her mother in law n the boys. 5 of us den went out to buy things. After that send her mother in law back home liao we bring her mum to meet her eldest sister in the middle way to her eldest sister house. den went home liao had a quick change n set off to K.L at 4.30pm.

Reach K.L at about 6.30pm, went to her mother in law's brother house. den went dinner at a steamboat restaurant with the uncle n their family. den after that send them back to the uncle house liao we went out with the uncle son n his gf, Me, Princess, both boys n fetch her niece.

Went K.L.C.C the twin tower there take some photo liao send the boys home le we all went KTV. Wah lau eh.. 5 of us play till like mad ppl lo. But that was a great nite we all had together n have fun.. haha.. Lots of laughter. n laugh at ppl too.. The KTV system was SUCKS TO THE CORE but still we enjoy ourself. After that, we send her niece back liao den we go back to the uncle another son house n slp. coz the apartment was blanked no ppl staying for the time being.

Juz me n Princess stay over there coz the son sleep liao at the uncle house. So we both go to the new house n slp. It was about 3plus in the morning liao. haha. After bathed, she sleep like pig liao. haha. **Beautiful Pig**




Tuesday, 25 Aug 2009. Day 2.

Woke up at 7am coz too cold so went out to living room nap on sofa awhile den go back to the room n slp again coz don wan disturb her as she's driving. so about 10plus she woke up n wake me up bath liao we went to the uncle there n fetch the kids n had breakfast with the uncle n his family again den we go all the way to Genting. The uncle n her mother in law in 1 car. den the boys with us.

Nice views all around while we are on the way up to the SkyTrain Centre to take SkyTrain up to Genting. We both were chit chatting n craping while the boys are both asleep. I enjoy the chatting moment with her. Hang out and went to SnowWorld in Genting. Reach Genting at 3pm. Didn't manage to take photo inside the snow world. didn't manage to take photo as too busy with looking after the boys together. Left Genting at about 6pm. N take SkyTrain down to get her car. Went to the Animal Ten Center see wild animals. Sharks, Monkey, Snakes n etc.. lol. She so scare of snakes till keep hiding away. lol.. Special place to hang out after that we go carpark n get car liao went out for dinner together with the uncle family again den send the boys to new house that we stayed in the previous nite.

Den we bathed n changed liao meet my long time fren that havent met since so many years back. CHRYS!! I FINALLY MEET U!! lol.. n met a new fren too, Chrys fren Amy. lol. Had nice chat n hang out at Station1 @ K.L near to the apartment. Took many photos and waiting for Chrys to send me before i can upload here. There after that we went back at about 2am den took the other bed as we both became the living room master.



Wednesday, 26 Aug 2009. Day 3.

Woke up by the kids noise again, n woke up by her voice when she scold her sons to keep quiet coz too noisy. lol.. but it's so nice lo, to see her smile n her face when i wake up beside me. after that she slp again. lol. piggy. den after the kids bathed, they come over to our bed n play with us. so i asked the eldest son sing the christian song where it sounds like vulgar song. coz he pronounce not clearly. had bath n went out for breakfast at 10plus with the uncle n his wife before we leaving K.L towards Cameron Highland.

Was so nice, and beautiful moment together. Chit chatting while we on the way up to Cameron Highland, as all the way up & down the hill we need to drive as it's like we no need to walk de. See wat Vegetable or fruits or tea or any fresh stuffs plants den u drop off n buy one. it took 4hours plus to go up n down the hill of our total journey spend there. Nice place, higher than Genting. Bigger than Genting, u can see Strawberrys Plantation, Tea Plantation, n others plant plantation. Good views good weathers.. Enjoy the clouds blowing towards u..

Right after driving down from the hill, 10mins journey back to Ipoh her mother in law house. Heavy rain and we both went to sleep after that. they went dinner without me as i m too tired to wake up for dinner. After their fast dinner she came back. the kids n neighbour kids were playing n i almost beat up the neighbour kid as he is too rude to jump on my back while im slping.

after that we went out to cyber cafe online n play 1hour game liao had a drink n sit down n chit chat. den after that we went home.. spend little time watching cartoon together in the room. after that den slp.. our last holiday nite.. little sweet moment together..

Thursday, 27 Aug 2009. Day 4.

Woke up in the morning, we watch the same cartoon with her son in our room. Feel so sweet, to see her once i open my eye.. Having her on my shoulder watching cartoon in the room together with the boys. so sweet moment..

After that went wash up n have breakfast as the mother in law cooked for us.. very tasty, very nice:) after that we went out fetch her mother at the same place we send her to her eldest sister. den bring her back home liao we both went to a private hospital she wanna see her doctor but juz nice that doc is away on that day till 1month later. den we went home again n bring the 2 boys out buy things le wanna shopping after that but they too noisy till she cant stand them anymore so she went salon wash hair le we headed home together n den had our late lunch n left home at 4.30pm to send her mother to Melaka. Heavy rain n Heavy traffic jam delayed us for almost 2hours. She was very pissed off..

Reach Tangkak at 8pm and her lovely cute mum treat both of us to a restaurant that she use to held her wedding dinner for female side one. Her mum so lovely, when my princess went toilet, she say many times Thank You to me coz i help her up n down as she got moving difficaties. I felt so warmed in heart, as she appreciated it coz my mum don't.. n i made her mum laugh, Smoking fish, the fish we ordered, coz still got fire so the dish got smokes come out from the fish mouth so i disturb her mum the fish is smoking in front of her.. well her mum n her same patern one keep laughing.. joker.. U can never believe or nv imagine how cute is her mum.

n after sending her mum home n leave her house at Asahan at 9.30pm. n arrive singapore at 12am. lol..

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I Really love the moment that i spent with her. I wish this happiness moment with her can last till the last breathe of our life. She's so sweet n lovely woman.. That i really don't want to lost her.

And i realised, she's the right woman that i been waiting for in my life to wish to spend the rest of my life with.

Moment now is so difficate, due to many reason.. I wish that i can really hold her hands and move on and face it with her..

No one can ever know how much i really love her.. I wished she know..

I'm so excited and waiting for the moment to come that we can move on happily together towards our secret plans.. The day tat we can see each other every day..

No matter how long is this journey would be in our life, i will still treat her like how i do from now till old.. Giving all the best to her to make her the most happiness woman in her life..




Alrighty, will upload the photo later.. see ya..

Dead Saturday..


Dead saturday.. Lol.. Woke up at 9.30am.. continue watching the HongKong drama online. within 28hours, i've finish watching 19ep le.. Total of the drama is 22ep. lol.. 3ep more to go. decided to do some stuffs online before i forget so i ended it n continue later. nice show thou make me cant sto following up the ep's. lol..

didn't chat much on he phone with her today coz she's extremely busy today with customer appointments. I miss her coz i can get to see her yest. i wonder if we are meeting tonight not. waiting for her call.. she wen JB to get her car last nite.. lol..

was kinda happy coz she told me juz now.. tat she told her mother-in-law that i will be gg back Ipoh with her end of this month. lol. ask her to prepare bed for me coz im not staying at hotel, weill stay over at their house. n she tell me tat her mother-in-law told her tat she like me (as in like me tat i can chit chat with her n get along well with her). lol. coz i always disturb the mother-in-law. Actually im kinda excited with this trip back with her coz we gg Genting n KL as well.. 3places..

Oh well, i've add on a new song for my blog it's now playing as 1st song. i love this song n the lyrics..

[Janice(卫兰) - Speechless]
Verse:
Some might say, love is like, fairytale
But I say, love can be, hurtful still, oooh
Cos we are, all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
Just a matter of time
Chorus:
We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrong and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Even though we cry and cry and cry
We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind
Verse:
Some might say,love is like,fairytale
But I say,love can be,hurtful still,oooh
Cos we are,all human,
we all make mistake and never regret
We know we won't be together is just a matter of time
It's all a matter of time
Chorus:
We never speak with all the truth from heart
We made it wrong and we broke it from start
No matter how we tried and tried
Even though we cry and cry and cry
We'll never fix the wound that's lying inside
We might as well just let it die and say goodbye
Maybe one day we'll realise
The reasons hiding behind
Ending:
It's all kept inside
We both are hurting inside

It's been a week since i last blog..


Life so tiring.. Up n down.. i wish life can be as smooth as we wan.. i miss her smiles.. since sat till today we been meeting coz accompany her at her work place.. see her everyday..

feel so happy when i see her smile..but this 2 days i onli see her sadness.. i feel so helpless.. i feel so terrible.. coz i cant do anything.. i donno how to make her happy also.. sighz..

last nite suppose to bring her out together with andrew one.,. end up she go home.. den i meet andrew alone.. this stupid fellow. but he really v nice to me all this years. really good brother.. he know im bothered over lots problem he try to cheer me up.. n drive me around.. dinner, desert, mustafa shopping, roam ard cbd area in the nite den land ourself at fullerton area n slack n sit on beside the sea n relax n chat about my problems.

now sitting at the salon.. she got so many customer.. she havent eat also.. donno wat to do to help her also.. onli sit down n wait for her to call me to help her.. waiting waiting n waiting. tired..

Happy & Sad Friday.. [5.15pm]


Called her but she nv pick up but she call back after that. when i pick up, i was happy but donno how to start my 1st word to her at least not pissing her off.. but after awhile we are back to normal. so happy..

Sad - coz, she told me tat her hubby getting S-Pass.. she might be gg back to msia soon if he get it. pray hard for him to fail to get it. i wanna help her, to get her PR for her without his help. after we hang, called n check sch for her to take course. n also called Garri for help, worse come to worse i go back club work for Garri again. i don wanna work previously coz club is always complicated n hate to pretend n behave like a flirt n flirt ard with girls there to buy their hearts n sign up for member n package for drinking in the club.

but now, i wanna think as many positions n ways to work n chiong liao. i really don wanna lost her don wanna see her suffer n unhappy.

so tired now.. havent been slping. sleep for onli 1hour plus..

Sleepless nite.. [5.12am]


It's 5.12am now n I still can't sleep. Slept for about 2hours. and now I hear e door sound, cousin Jason juz come home from fishing.

Still bothered over e same problem. She have not even reply to my apologies sms. She's drunk? or she still ignoring me?

i'm worried n can't even sleep. my tears keeps falling from my eyes. i'm in e bedroom blogging using my phone. with lovely dog Xiao Bai sleeping beside me.

Thinking a lot. shall I let go? I don know wat to do. I really don wish to give up. I feel tt she doesn't care anymore, don care bout my feelings anymore.

Can anyone tell me wat should I do?

will she call or sms me later?

BLOODY PISSED OFF DAY!!!!


well, i donno wat the fuck is going on man.. she's late for work.. n gets moody.. n pick on me.. wat the hell is wrong with watever i say she will juz flare her bloody anger at me n pick on me..

she say i say things she don like n etc.. wat did i say.. if she don call me names should i get so upset over it?

is it because time flies.. really i have to let go.. im so tired.. but i don wish to let go.. i cant bear to give up.. i so so so so upset.. is it wat Z ("Z" not the real name) said is true?

sighz.. i really donno wat to do.

i really miss the days she were toking nicely to me.. the days she were so calm.. her words wasn't so harshy.. She is so different now.. sometime she really makes me feel that she is trying to kick me away by doing all this to me.. i wonder if my 6th sense is real or im thinking too much..

but she make me upset n make me happy.. i wonder wat is in her mind.. she can make me laugh after some arguement sometime.. she bring me up n throw me down.. she is juz like water-heater. can turn hot can turn cold..

sighz.. what shall i do? wat can i do again to see the same her tat i know in the past. tell me wat should i do.. im really so confuse.. i hate the feeling now.. n i hate myself. i have been trying my very best to control my temper le..

i know i shouldnt do that to her.. i shouldnt throw my temper n hang her call.. but y she have been treating me this way? wat can she gain by doing it? she is so so so so different from the past le..

i'm going crazy very soon.. i hate myself from loving her so much.. maybe to her im juz like a stupid fool.. juz like ppl say, 你是個笨蛋,笨到沒人有的笨蛋.

i too love her le.. 太在乎她了..

feeling so helpless n moody now..

To Andrew Lim, LeeTian: [That 她 is who, u both should know rite?]
如果時光能倒流,我要比那兩個深深傷害過她的人早出現. (Sorry fr nv tell u both about wat happen to her past, it's her personal prob i shall not say.)
保護她, 也不让她受到伤害.
我好愛她, 也很辛苦..
I donno wat i did, and i really donno how to say.. But i guess its all my fault.
and i'm really sorry that i made u both worry about my problem. n thanks for always be there for me when im upset.

Juz another fine day..


MONDAY - 27 July 2009
Came back to mum mary home yest after accompany her at her work place. as usual monday is always my best day of the week thou its everybody's monday blues. haha. my monday is always wonderful coz i can see her. and cant wait to see her. coz i'm always buying lunch on monday n accompany her whole day at her work place. I MISS HER SOOO MUCH!!

N meet on normal days after her work which is very limited time we can spend together after her work. sighz..

sometime i wonder y, i'll fall in love with her. but i simply love her smile n her character. sometimes she really make me so angry tat i wanna ignore her, but i cant make it.. think of her smile i cant bear to let go.. i have nv been so serious on someone so faithful, and i donno wat to do sometime. i'm so afeaid to lost her, and i cant imagine my life without her ever since the day we met.

Our story goes:
1year plus back, i met her at La Mode Hair Studio which owned by my good fren Joey. Place that i go for my regular hair cut. From the very first time we met at the salon that we always pick on each other . Can never have a nice chat, we were like machine guns shooting each other. nothing nice out from our mouth to each other. BAD IMPRESSION!

Joey was still my hairstylist that time, till last Dec in 2008, 1week before her birthday she or joey say it's her bdae.. i forget who told me, it's either 1 of them. lol n i say hmm ok lo next week i treat u seafood at changi villiage.. well that was my excuse to skip away from gg out with ppl.. as usual la. haha.

Den in early Jan 2009 this year around 11Jan-16Jan, around that time, i went to salon n help Joey to get her laptop done with some stuffs, i log in my MSN, and she saw my msn list with 570 over contacts in my list. and that's when we started. she saw it and say "WOAH! u got so many ppl in your msn ar? my msn onli less than 5people in list leh." lol den i forget who ask who added in msn liao.

Den on the day in the nice she went online and chat with me, we chatted alot. and i enjoy chatting with her at from that moment. she asked me alot of stuffs la, and i was willing n nicely chatted with her for more than 2hours. reply to all her questions she asked me. lol. and after that 2days later at nite she smsed me where am i and ask if i wanna meet up, it was 11pm where i juz reach open trying to find my key to open my lock at home. and i called her back. she asked if i wanna meet up with her not.

den that was the nite we 1st go out together. and went Pouggol Marina Country Club together. Prawning n had little chat with her. den from that nite onwards till now never fail to contact or sms each other till now. but after tat nite, she join me with my family n company dinner n we went ktv after my family/company dinner.. Juz the 2 of us went Teo Heng KTV. 1 of the song she sang impressed me. n blah blah blah..

after that we still continue to tok n sms everyday. and i donno when i started to feel for her n like her.. n den, the time she went back to Ipoh on CNY, den i realise.. and i realise I'M IN LOVE WITH HER!! i can't wait to see her, n i decided to go Ipoh to meet her on her last 2 days in Ipoh.

I was so excited to see her that time, i cant wait to see her at that time.. i took bus there. 8hours journey juz to see her n come back sg with her. i was so happy the moment i see her in the morning i reached Ipoh. the feeling that time i really donno how to tell u all. n i had n enjoyful moment there with her n her 2 sons. which i really like them both from the bottom of my heart. i like them not becoz its her sons. i simply like them both.

i nv done so much for anyone before. even travel all the way juz to see her. i cant explain my feeling.

i really hate myself why i donno how to explain how much i loved her.

and i'm falling deeply for her since then.. i donno wat to do if life without her from then. i'm so afraid to lost her and i cant control myself n in confessed my feeling for her on an sms on April 13.

i feel so hurt, coz sometime she really hurt me deeply with her words. and upset me with the things that she do. i wonder if she really cares about my feeling everytime she upset me.

the memories we had together, that i wont forget in my life. coz it was so beautiful, nice and unforgetable. i feel so happy every moment with her.

i wanna stop myself from loving her but i failed to do so. coz i told myself NEVER EVER THINK OF LETTING HER GO.

She light up my life. she makes me happy whenever i'm down. she makes me smile whenever im upset, she makes me laugh whenever im angry.

i cant nv find anyone to replace her in my life. she is simply so wonderful. she brighten my life. wat i wanna say about her is all from the song lyrics from 最幸福的事.

my family all likes her too.

i wished, that we could really spend our life together. to protect her from being hurt.

i wish i'm a superman, to keep her safe all the time.

i really donno how to express my feelings.i donno how to say.. donno how to explain. wat ever i can do the best now is whenever she need me, i'll always be there. coz i really really love her. i so afraid to lost her.

it's so painful whenever we argued. whenever we quarrel.. i hate that feeling. whenever she's sad, i feel so terrible in my heart. she's the 2nd woman i ever had my tears drop dripping of my eyes.

i wonder sometime, if she really know how much i really love her not. she knows i loves her alot. but i really donno if she believe it or not. coz im a playful person, n doesnt look like a person who is so 痴情 type of person. sighz..

as long as she knows, i don have to explain much le.

it really takes long time to talk about it. but i wish to cut short here..




well, it's alot n long story to talk about it la. shall stop here. and post again.

i'm missing her and cant wait to see her this weekend. :) my favourite moment with her. n i cherish every min every sec..

BLOODY HELL!!


Wanna post n upload more photos.. and hell i cannot do anything at this moment for blogger got problem cannot put color n etc.. im supper satisfy with the blog banner i design for her.. haha.. thou its not complete.. it's onli 70% done onli. hahah. let me share it here.. hehe.. do comment n feedback yeah..

Recent Updates..


Yawnz... Juz finish doing this blog skin and her blog skin too.. My previous beautiful blog done by LiJuan got error n try not to disturb her so i figure out n got this new skin done myself. don wan trouble her.

my eyes rolling all over the place man.. haha.. i feel so happy after finish doing her blog n mine.. each time i compete something i do for her i will have this feeling.

damn.. i nv see her today. she asked me faster wash up n go dinner with her while she waiting for bus after her work. but i lazy, she know the reason.. plus i so many days nv rest properly le. well, at least she's understanding:)

Been busy for the pass few days, tiring too.. went lot places n did lots thing with my aunt.

wed was my sad day coz we both had some little misunderstanding n argue. ended up we both nv meet. :( simply sad. *I'm sorry ah bee*

den me n mum mary n my uncle had breakfast cum lunch le we went n pray my ah ma n dad. den went Farmway2 place where we bought PomPom, bought a Female PomPom name her Pinky. n was cheated. said 1year plus n etc n abit limping seller say ok one if problem come within 1week return him. next day me n aunt drive to hougang there bring Pinky check up n found that she is alread 4YEARS OLD!! BLOODY HELL!! i cant bear it but aunt decided to return Pinky.. Pinky is really damn cute de lo. she slps on me n follow me. blah balh blah long story. went watch horse race at Turf City with mum mary n uncle, i gamble 2nd race horse no. 1,6,8 n horse no.6 jockey fall i laugh till peng mum mary say i cant buy liao buy le jockey fall.. hai si ren.. hahaha

well blog till here liao. tml den continue. will upload Pinky photo n other pic taken recently tml.

Nitez all...

My princess is sick.. :(


sighz.. she's sick since tues.. brought her to Dr.Tay at my house area yest.. bring her for her light lunch before sending her home..

today again.. we meet at century square.. went to watch Ice Age 3.. Damn funny la. den after that went Tampines One for lunch and short walk den send her home.. she's now asleep again after taking her medicine. .so bored.. waiting for her to wake up n call me..

wished tat everyday the same, can see her.. nv leave her behind.. n yes she said she cant die so fast yet coz her CEO(Pointing at me) don allow her die early.. i said coz we have 49years6months more to spend our life together before we can die..

i always cherish every moment we spend together. she nv fail to brighten up my day for me every morning.. nv have such beautiful memory and moment for a long time liao or even in my life, i got it back ever since we met. she's simply so important to me that i so afraid to lost her..

I hope she can recover real soon.. :)

Another fine day...


Woke up at 9.30am this morning after her wake up call as she is on her way to her house car park to get her car to drive over to my place this morning.. Didn't have breakfast as she's late already..

Went behind steal ppl's plant steal some leafs onli la.. den went florist but flower.. den walk over to her fren work place behind my house.. den she left to work..

:) so happy when i hear her saying the "1.." our code.. haha.. as asked her if she missed me yest? and her reply makes me smile.. hehe.. after she left my place.. we talk on the phone till noon juz now when i was having my soup.. and she starts busy till now.. still waiting for her call as i know she will be calling me soon.. it's 7.07pm now.. very soon with garantee.. haha.

well.. i'm really very looking forward for the days which is coming.. cant wait to spend more time together with her..

Days with her really so smooth n nice.. Hearing her voice every morning when i wake up.. Even i don.. I still see her msg in the morning.. the feeling was so great to start my day everyday.. and i wish this would last n be always the same till the very last breath of mine..

(Now i receive her call.. 7.12pm..)

lol....

Life been so Beautiful.. 有你真好。。


YO!! Here's my 1st post to my new blog here. Have moved and closed my old blog.. Goodbye to my old life.. And yeah lesser viewer here as juz to keep my close one updated with myself..

Life been beautiful for me recently.. It's life a new start for myself.. Thou there may be still worries and stress i havent solve yet i had someone who is really nice to me.. She know who she is.. :) and i am so excited over my future and every sec moves makes me can't wait and very looking into it..

And i have gotten myself a proper full time job all thanks to my brother Adrian..

Ohhh yeah... Thanks to her.. Makes me finally find that i'm worth living in this world and wanna look forward for everyday.. She bring me laughters, smiles, happiness, brightness and give me hope.. She made me can't live without her from the moment i fell in love for her.. I love the way she smile and look at me..

I'm so happy everyday ever since we met.. The wonderful lady i ever met.. I thought i'm gonna stay single as i planned.. I take back my words coz im in love with her.. She gonna be last woman in my life and i wear..

I've nv done so much in my life and i swear... I done it coz i simply love her.. and so glad she know every single of it that i done and feels..

hmmm.. shall blog till here.. for this post.. will have more soon..